“Larry, can I have permission to speak into your life?” Those words stung to the core. I’ve been trained on this kind of language; as a “small groups guy”, I know this is the phrase that you utter to someone just before you speak about something that’s going to hurt. I gulped. I didn’t know where this was going but I wasn’t sure I wanted what was coming! I didn’t want a chastising, but I respected this friend so much that I sheepishly nodded. He continued…
“Tell me about your devotional life.”
I had just spent a couple of days with this person, lamenting over some things that I was frustrated about in my life. Over and over, I complained about this thing and that element and this person. So when he uttered those words, I instantly knew. My life, my actions, my words, were not those of someone who walked intimately with Jesus. I felt sick at my stomach.
We went on to discuss this, and I freely admitted that my time with God had been lacking. Sometimes when you’re involved in ministry, you can get so busy doing ministry and talking about God that you forget to talk to God. I was guilty!
I have to admit that, as uncomfortable as this situation was, it drove me to really reconsider the idea of a daily time with God. I’m watching many around me sort of poke fun at the term, “a daily quiet time,” and I’ve done that myself. But on the other hand, I’ve seen the damage that happens around me and within me when I’m not regularly engaging God. It hurts.
Consider a familiar verse: Romans 12:2. “Don’t be conformed any longer by the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” I’ve heard/read this verse a number of times, often used to describe our time with God, the change that should happen in the life of a follower of Christ, etc. But this morning as I’m reflecting, I see something fresh. A picture that really seems to illustrate to me the importance of regular communion with God.
Lungs. Our lungs expel unhealthy gas and process healthy gas to help our bodies get what they need. Think of this picture in relation to the verse. It’s not just that we’re cleaning up our thoughts and minds, etc. It’s that our very existence depends on being transformed. I’ve seen someone lying in a hospital bed when they were not getting the oxygen they need, and it’s horrible to watch. The same is true for anyone who follows Jesus: if you’re not regularly meeting with Him, you’re starving your spirit-man of what it desperately needs. You’ve cut off oxygen. This isn’t some abstract concept that Paul is putting forth. He’s commanding that we be transformed by renewing our minds- and that happens by the Word and Spirit of God.
This isn’t optional- your spiritual health depends on it. Be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Daily meeting with God is an imperative. It doesn’t matter if the idea of a daily quiet time “doesn’t sound cool.” Do it. It doesn’t matter if you think you’re too spiritual and don’t need it. Do it. Jesus frequently got alone with God to pursue the heart of the Father. Do you think you’re more spiritual than Jesus?
I have to admit that this conversation has changed my life for the better. It brought me back to chasing after God in a new and fresh way. I now get up at 5am to sit and pray, journal, read the Word, and speak to the heart of my Father. Sure, I miss some days, I’m still an imperfect being pursuing a perfect Savior. But I’ve filled up a journal of thoughts that help me track an ongoing conversation between me and my Creator. It fills me up. Some days it’s hard and I don’t “feel it.” But it’s worth pursuing. These past 6 months or so have been some of the best times with God I’ve ever had.
My friend told me to put God first. That even when I get up early and think I need to study, I need to spend intimate time with God first, and He will honor that, and I’ve found that to be true. I think this guy knows what he’s talking about. After all, he wrote the book on it!
I encourage you, if you don’t have a regular time with God (several days a week- and no, it doesn’t have to be at 5am) to start. One foot in front of the other. Building a foundation. And when tough times hit (which they will), you’ve got something to stand on. Oh, how firm a foundation.
What about you? Can I have permission to speak into your life? How’s your time with God?